wtf. why does this entry keep getting spam comments.

yeah. i know i’m lucky i have a dad. i know my mom loves my dad. but she’s not in love with him anymore. i don’t want her to have to suffer anymore… i know that her being with my dad doesn’t make her happy anymore. and it’s partially my fault that she has to deal with him. it’s cuz she wants me to have the best childhood i can. or teenage years. or whatever. and she doesn’t think that as a single mom.. she’d be able to fulfill my wants. like going to the mall, rides, or just to spend time with her. since she’d have to work harder.. why can’t i just support myself. why can’t i be more independent. ugh. i want my mom to live for her.. she’s given up so much for me, my brother, and my sister. anywayyys. ughh. i gotta stop. i’m tearing xP -laughs-ANYWAYS. i gotta stop posting so many personal blogs.