so since i haven’t posted a blog in like 2 months - i think i’m long overdue.

a few days ago i had this scary dream, i was at school - but it wasn’t freedom. my spanish teacher was there, and so was my friend nazaneen, and another girl who i didn’t know, but was apparently my best friend. it was weird, the desks kept on moving around. one day there were a bunch of desks facing the back of the class. and i was like how are we supposed to pay attention? so me and my friends just moved a bunch of the seats to one wall and sat next to each other. the next thing i knew the fire alarm went off and i was walking outside. in the dream, i knew that there wasn’t a fire, but there was someone trying to kill us. ( so idk why we were going outside!) when i went outside i was a secret agent >:] and like trying to do all these cool things on figuring out who was trying to kill us. it was an intense dream x)

p.s! i want you (;

last night i had a really vivid dream, you know how sometimes you can tell that you’re dreaming? well this one i couldn’t tell at all. it was almost like i was actually there. so it starts out with amy & junior & nghia coming over, and we hung out for a little bit and all the memories of junior came back, but then i had to go out to the store so i asked my mom if they could come with us out there, and she said yeahh. but then the dream scene changed, and i was on a weird plane.. like a plane of the future. and i was like the narrator that knew everything that was going on, but also i was a person that was flying on the plane. the plane people were like all part of a secret. a mistake was made by one of the flight attendants and the some of the fliers seats got messed up. and idk why but everyone elses seat got to get messed up, and it was all set up, kind of like what happened in street kings. everything intertwined with each other. when i woke up from sleeping on the plane, everything was so hectic people crying and rummaging looking for their stuff. it was said that a tornado hit the plane, and i lost everything. i lost my phone, ipod, clothes etc. but the people on the other side of the plane still had all their stuff. i wanted my ipod back. and i was like crying over it lol.. but the flight attendants were being bitches cuz they were the ones that took everything. and they wanted to keep it. lol yeah that’s basically what happened in my dream.

my dream last night was completely hectic. it was like i had a couple dreams in one. i think the first one was i haven’t seen alex for a while (which is true) and i was at the mall with some friends and then one of his friends who is also my friend invited him to come. so when he did come, all the memories of him started to rush back into my head. and it was like we both still liked each other. we were like walking around holding hands and i told him that i missed him so much. but instead of him hurting his knee (which is what he did) he hurt his thumb. so i was asking him how he’s doing, and his thumb. and then i look over at these random people and i see them glaring at us. i’m like wth? and turned to alex and hugged him. somehow alexis appeared into the scene, but it wasn’t weird cuz she was already at the mall with me. but she told me she wanted to go into this shop kinda like pacsun with me. so i went in there, but alex didn’t. he probably went with his friends. when i was looking around i wanted so many things, but remembered i only have 20 somethings dollars in my wallet. so i was bummed. but since i wanted so many things, i said to myself i could just use my atm card to get some money. then i’d be set. then change of scenes. i’m at the pool now… with michael phelps and other olympians. it was a heat. but it was womens & men.. since michael was in my pool. o_o; the pool was like 1 foot deep, i hated it. i kept hitting my hands, but when we were further into our swim, i didn’t notice my hands anymore, so i guess it gets deeper? i never swam like racing before this, so i didn’t understand how i got into the olympics, but i did! i remember doing the freestyle, and the butterfly. but it was a 400 m race. but in the end i qualified to go to the next round, cuz since it was a heat. the top 10 was able to go to the next round (i guess it was thinking of diving) and i finished 9th. and of course michael was first, but i was just so excited that i was able to move onto the next round - again since i nevered competed before. i think there was more to this. but i don’t remember it /:

robert brings along so much drama, he gets his own category of drama. ugh. the only way i can get away from it, is if i isolate everyone that talks to him. or ask them to not mention about him.

but anyways. julia sold riley. D: i’ll post some pics of him from baby - to now later in this post. i miss him /:

oh. last night.. my dream was weird, well i don’t exactly remember my dream, but i remember it was sad. and that i was crying in it, and like to the point where i couldn’t breathe and started to hyperventilate. then i woke up finding myself crying and breathing really hard. i was awake for a couple seconds and fell back asleep. this isn’t the first time this has happened, but it doesn’t happen a lot. i tried researching why it happens, and i found a post that said it might be distress? -shrugs- but today i think my eyes are kinda extra chinky & like smaller today :[

blergh. high school in 2 weeks. not ready.

today at work. i dont think i had anyone stupid come in yet.. mm. but i’m really sleepy today. idk why, i had like 7/8 hours of sleep? haha. i just wanna crawl in my bed and lay. LOL. xP

ugh! my dad’s so dumb. he asked me why his skypass points expires. and i’m like because they want it to expire?… and he wanted me to call korean air cuz of it. i hate talking to those people. especially if it isn’t my problem. he eventually called himself, talking fobby. sometimes i feel bad for people talking to him. cuz maybe they don’t understand some of the words that are coming out of his mouth. /: oh. today, a pregnant woman came in [who’s a regular and is probably 7/8 months preggy] and my dad came out of the bathroom and saw her and was like :O you’re pregnant?! i never knew that. i was always behind the counter. SO THATS WHY YOUR FACE SEEMS FATTER. i’m like O_O; wHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHy would you saay that. he has no manners jeez.

first day we got riley
7-23-07

at the pet store
7-24-07

pet store

7-24-07

7-28-07

now:
8-17-08

8-17-08

i miss him. :(