today was really tiring. i woke up around 1-ish. and then i was on the comp&semi-cleaning/doing laundry til like 2:45, i went downstairs and ate & watched tv until like 4:15-ish. went upstairs, and cleaned my bathroom, did laundry, vacuumed my room, then deep-cleaned my carpet. i did something stupid, and like dumped the excess water in my bathtub drain & clogged it. way to go jenie huh? started to clean my desk. and procrastinate by looking at my 8th grade yearbook. and my 6th grade agenda. got back to cleaning my desk, then took my clothes out of the dryer and upstairs so i could start hanging up my clothes. mmm.. i also had to call my mom to tell her to go to home depot to by a drain declogger thing. hahah x) but yeah. anyways. it was a pretty tiring day for me.

oh, yesterday. when i was at the shop, i found my dad’s little sleep area that he made. it was pretty funny.. he put a styrofoam thing on the floor to lay on, then used this toilet paper bag thing as a pillow. you’ll see in the picture. lol i got a chuckle outta it when i saw it. :D

robert brings along so much drama, he gets his own category of drama. ugh. the only way i can get away from it, is if i isolate everyone that talks to him. or ask them to not mention about him.

but anyways. julia sold riley. D: i’ll post some pics of him from baby - to now later in this post. i miss him /:

oh. last night.. my dream was weird, well i don’t exactly remember my dream, but i remember it was sad. and that i was crying in it, and like to the point where i couldn’t breathe and started to hyperventilate. then i woke up finding myself crying and breathing really hard. i was awake for a couple seconds and fell back asleep. this isn’t the first time this has happened, but it doesn’t happen a lot. i tried researching why it happens, and i found a post that said it might be distress? -shrugs- but today i think my eyes are kinda extra chinky & like smaller today :[

blergh. high school in 2 weeks. not ready.

today at work. i dont think i had anyone stupid come in yet.. mm. but i’m really sleepy today. idk why, i had like 7/8 hours of sleep? haha. i just wanna crawl in my bed and lay. LOL. xP

ugh! my dad’s so dumb. he asked me why his skypass points expires. and i’m like because they want it to expire?… and he wanted me to call korean air cuz of it. i hate talking to those people. especially if it isn’t my problem. he eventually called himself, talking fobby. sometimes i feel bad for people talking to him. cuz maybe they don’t understand some of the words that are coming out of his mouth. /: oh. today, a pregnant woman came in [who’s a regular and is probably 7/8 months preggy] and my dad came out of the bathroom and saw her and was like :O you’re pregnant?! i never knew that. i was always behind the counter. SO THATS WHY YOUR FACE SEEMS FATTER. i’m like O_O; wHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHy would you saay that. he has no manners jeez.

first day we got riley
7-23-07

at the pet store
7-24-07

pet store

7-24-07

7-28-07

now:
8-17-08

8-17-08

i miss him. :(

heheheh. i can’t wait til i get to invest in foreclosure homes, making the proposal sounds fun. but anywaaaayys. yeah. just a quick update since i haven’t updated in foreverr. oh & i gottt the ipoodddd like a couple weeks ago, and i lovovooeoe itt xD i love how i can do so much with itt . yum. oh! that reminds me, michael phelps is a flickin legend. sheeshsh. 11 gold medals. damn. he makes me wanna be an olympian . haha, kayyy. that’ss if for now.

i haven’t posted a blog in a while, and decided it’s time to update. walking around in my neighborhood yesterday i saw a mailbox that uses a rubberband to close the door, or keep it closed.

i tried to see how the ‘lid’ is longer than the actual mailbox. did they have an accident? or did like a car run into the mailbox? but i feel like it be a hassle if i had to use that rubberband everytime i get the mail. oh! i’m starting to read the twilight series (: i’m like on page 9.. so i’m not that hooked yet - but i do like romance books :D .. i’m pretty sure that’s what it’s about & some other drama. i read the uglies, pretties, and specials before & those were my favorite set of books :] i hope twilight is like that: creative, suspenseful, romance-y, etc (:

the whole journal, diary, blog thing is hard for me, because i always forget to update, or i become lazy. wordpress’s layout is confusing for me; everything is everywhere. this is my third [?] attempt for a blog. i hope this time i’ll keep it updated so you guys can have a gist of what’s happening in my life (:

oh! so one of my friend’s got me a jonas brother ticket, for their concert in richmond. it’s like 2 hours away from where i live, so i’m not sure if my mom would let me go, but i have to! joe jonas is so hott, cute, and funny. puahah. i really want to meet them. i also heard they’re going to be in fairfax. hopefully i can go to that one too. jonasx2 in a week? -› almost a dream come true. this morning at 10, i instantly went to ticketmaster.com and looked for tickets, i got floor 5 tickets. since the 1st 20 rows were reserved for the people at the box office, the seats weren’t that bad. but in those few seconds all the other jonas fans got to get a hold of the seats in floor 3, and 4. i couldn’t buy those tickets because my mom said richmond was too far. that was like tearing a whole in my heart D: afterwards; i was talking to my friend, she really wanted me to go. she was willing to find me a ride, and she bought a ticket for me, because i don’t have a credit card. it was really hectic, me and her tried to keep those seats until she got a hold of a credit card. i lost those seats 3 times due to the time restraints. during my 3rd time a customer walked in, my time ran out and my friend managed to get them. talk about luckk. she bought it, so i should be sitting at .. section 1A; row b; seat number 10 & man was i a happy jonas fan !

i’ve come to realize that my life is full of drama no matter what. as i’ve grown up, i seem to be getting into a lot more than i want. i’m really a no-drama type of person. i guess the drama level will continue to increase all the up until high school. from what my sister told me, after high school everything changes because we aren’t at school anymore. and gossip and news don’t travel as fast. but as much as i want to graduate i don’t want the responsibilities that come along with growing up. it’s weird, children want to grow up, whereas adults sometimes want to return to their childhood. makes me wonder what age is actually the ideal age. as of right now i have no idea what i want to do with my life when i get older. my dream job for 5 years nows has been to become a pediatrician. i’m not sure if i want to stay in school for that long before coming out to the real world. all that studying and working towards my education for a good job, is it worth it? could i just major in something else, and get out of school earlier, while making just as much or even more - and i enjoy my job? observing how my siblings are taking the “real” world, isn’t so great. they’ve dealt with debt, rent, car payments, etc. they aren’t even that old. i try imagining that kind of life for 40 + years. blah; that what makes me not want to grow up quickly, but i want the privileges that we are able to have, like driving, or moving out etc (:

oh; i’ve also noticed - this past yearr. i started to type smilies in my sentences more, a lot more. i want to reduce the amount, but the sentence just doesn’t seem the same. i’d type “xD, (:, :], :P, o_O, o_o;, -_-;, x_x, T_T, ^-^, >_>, >_<, :D, ):, D:, ]:<, =]” and some others, sometimes i feel like i overuse them; worrying i might annoy the person i’m talking to since i keep on typing them. heh. so if you ever talk to me on AIM, or myspace; please realize that the smilies i type are almost basically involuntary. (: