recently i feel like everything in my life is falling apart. my parents. my friends. i’m even on a “break” from track, cuz i can’t handle being there for my parents and being there for track at the same time.i feel like i’m losing my friends. i can never spend time with them anymore. -sighs- where is everyone going. and we’re moving. means i have to start over againn.. i went from poe to mercer, knowing about 6 people from mercer who was going to stone hill i went to stone hill for 8th grade. knowing about 6 people again from stone hill who was going to freedom.. i attended freedom for 9th grade. i’m tired of beginning new.


i hate facing reality. can i just curl up into a ball and go somewhere where i don’t have to deal with all of this.

i found one of the weirdest articles on yellowpages through google. i bolded the parts where i laughed. haha

PHILADELPHIA, Monday: The parents of 15-year-old leukaemia patient Josh Morten, who last night passed away after a four year battle with the illness, said they were sorry not to have fulfilled his dying wish to get a blow job from Cameron Diaz.The courageous teenager told his family two months ago that the one thing he’d really like before he died was to be sucked off by the successful Hollywood actress and former model.”Josh never asked for much,” his father confided. “He never complained about his illness, or made unrealistic demands. So when he requested fellatio from the star of Charlie’s Angels and There’s Something About Mary we thought, sure, that’s the least we can do for him.”

But attempts to grant Josh his dying wish proved much more difficult than the family had initially thought. Formal requests inviting the star to perform oral sex on their dying son were repeatedly declined.

“We wrote, we rang, we faxed,” Mr Morten explained. “And every time it was the same answer: ‘Sorry, Ms Diaz is currently unable to comply with your request.’ I mean, how unsympathetic can you get? We’re talking about a dying kid here! Would it kill her?”

Mr Morten even made a special trip to Los Angeles, to try to talk to the movie star personally outside the premiere of Gangs of New York. “The crowds were ten deep,” he said, “and I’m there yelling out to her from the back: ‘Will you go down on my son please!’, but she didn’t want to know.”

With hopes diminishing by the day, Mr Morten placed similar standby requests with the agents representing Catherine Zeta Jones, Jennifer Lopez and Salma Hayek, but in each case the stars refused to co-operate.

“Who do they think they are, these women!” railed Mr Morten. “They earn millions of dollars and swan about at fancy parties, but when they get a simple request to bring a smile to a young boy far less fortunate than them, they turn their back on you. What kind of world do we live in when a dying teenager can no longer get his cock sucked by a celebrity?”

http://www.chaser.com.au/show_story.asp?ID…CAT=6&NAME=diaz (http://www.chaser.com.au/show_story.asp?ID=638&ED=68&CAT=6&NAME=diaz)

okay. wtf? idk if this is forreal or not, but what kind of a dad would even go that far to grant that wish from his son. i mean did he seriously think that cameron would do it? .. but anyways. lol i hope it’s a made up story.

so i’ve been sick for these past couple of days.. and yesterday during english i was taking a test in the computer lab. with the SOL’s coming up they put cardboard up so you feel like you’re in a little cubicle. while taking the test, i felt a little tickle in my throat.. i had to cough - i let out a cough not too loud, but not technically the soft kind of cough you would want to cough in a room that’s completely dead silent but held 28 students in it. i told myself it wasn’t that badd.. it could’ve been louder. then! came a cough i knew was gonna be loud so i tried to swallow it. but was unsuccessful, it just led to a series of continuous gagging sounds. sounded like i was choking. i started to tear and was like ugh screw it. and let out a cough right when the teacher started to talk. it was so loudd. i seriously think i turned bright red after. thank goodness those cardboards were up - otherwise i would’ve seen everyones eyes on me.

i’ve been so caught up in school stuff, and the internet’s only slowing me down with homework and stuff i need to do. i’ve decided to try to stay away from any sites/programs that allow me to talk to others to procrastinate. so that means i will try to stay away from myspace, facebook, aim, yahoo, etc. you can contact me through my phone - text or call (: i will still post blogs because it’s not going to really sidetrack me :]

so.. text / call ? :]

todays superbowl sunday. while most people are at home or at their friends watching the game.. i’m at work. i keep telling my mom no one’s gonna come because everyone’s watching the game. blah. i don’t really know who i’m supporting; maybe it’s cuz i don’t really care. i can’t believe people pay millions to have a commercial air during the game. i’m doing a civics project thing on stock, and i should be watching the commercials, but i’m lazyyyyy. i don’t really want to. i can just watch it on superbowl-ads.com later. who are you guys rooting for? (: