recently i feel like everything in my life is falling apart. my parents. my friends. i’m even on a “break” from track, cuz i can’t handle being there for my parents and being there for track at the same time.i feel like i’m losing my friends. i can never spend time with them anymore. -sighs- where is everyone going. and we’re moving. means i have to start over againn.. i went from poe to mercer, knowing about 6 people from mercer who was going to stone hill i went to stone hill for 8th grade. knowing about 6 people again from stone hill who was going to freedom.. i attended freedom for 9th grade. i’m tired of beginning new.


i hate facing reality. can i just curl up into a ball and go somewhere where i don’t have to deal with all of this.

it’s been so long since i’ve blogged. it’s not like i’ve been crazzzy busy, but when i do have free time i just want to chill, and not do anything. high school’s been okay… but could be betterrr, i’m getting used to everything. sortaa. omgosh. my spanish teacher ! he’s like actually hispanic right? and like he has a hard time understanding us, so like my whole class doesn’t really listen to him and like respect him much (which is kind of sad) but it’s so funny what happens in that class. he’s a very unorganized teacher. he’s assigned us homework like let’s say 10 times, and he’s actually checked that we did it twice. he doesn’t even go over it. or assume we did it, he doesn’t even mention the homework the next class day. lol some people don’t even do the homework anymore cuz they think he won’t check it. but i do! jussssssst in case that one day karma wants to hit me. and if i didn’t do my homework - he’ll check it. JUST watch. >:| oh. and he doesn’t know all the kids names. . . so when he has to pick on someone he’ll only pick the people that he knows the name of. in the beginning he didn’t know my name so i was like never picked on. but after our oral test (because i did soooo amazingly awesome ;D) he remembers my name know and picks on me more. T________T;

anywayys. i love my bday schedule minus spanish.  i have history, p.e - which is okay… i just don’t like how we have to run so muchh D:, spanish, then science. my history, p.e, and science teachers are awesome ! xD me gusta muchhooo. and i actually talk in these classes. most people know - that if i don’t like a class . . . i never ever talk in it. unless it’s to my friend of something. but mostly i stay pretty much quiet.

my A day schedule is so ewh. math, business, english, then eagles connect/resource. math - i’m doing pretty well in math. . . minus my last quiz i think. omgsh my teacher, he never gives back our tests or quizzes. UGH makes me madd. cuz idk my gradeees on them. and i sit all the way in the front !.. ?!?! wtf. ughhh, i hate it. but he doesn’t call on me much. only when i seem like i’m not paying attention (: but he doesn’t know that i zone out  a lot cuz i can look at the board and not pay attention. duuhh xP

omgshies - my business class is hell. i hate it so much. i hate everything about it. the teacher , the material, the students , the projects. -bangs head-

english is actually okay. i just don’t talk cuz english isn’t my best subject… especially when i have to deal with someone that you have to read something then think DEEP. i can’t think deep. i’m not poet. and the teachers cool . . . she has a south african accent. . . which is kind of like an english one. mmm.

my eagles connect class which is just like resource , so i just call it resource, is just like study hall for ppl who don’t know what resource is :P. we have to read for like 15 mins. then we’re allowed to do hw. but we can’t talk… like how last year i was able to /: it succkks. cuz it’s so boring. and my teacher doesn’t let us sleep ! D: but yeah. my a day schedule really sucks. lol

it’s been a while since i’ve posted a blog. i promise to try to blog soon . everything’s just been so hecticc. /: school , homework , tennis , work. high school is okay. i miss eighth grade a lot though. just cuz of the people and teachersss. and lesss workkk. lol kayyy. i’ll save everything for laterrr. and i think i’m sick :[

byee <33

I found this article on how this guy made a whole idea about the olympics being on the moon in 2020. (it was written in 1971) by the rate of our technology with space, i don’t think we’d quite make it to the moon by 2020. even though that’s 12 years from now. maybe if the world worked completely together. then maybe. just maybe. but as the U.S alone. we have way too many other problems to worry about then making the olympics on the moon in 12 years. click on the picture to see it bigger.

There was also an article that had a “Sea City” a city in a pyramid that was in the sea. the picture looked cool, but it was also written in 1971. and it thought we’d have it by 2000. so since we don’t have this Sea City… and it hasn’t appeared within the last 8 years. Idk about the olympics being on the moon. hah.

p.s. florida gators remind me of alex, cuz of the debate we had in english around dec? idr. but yeah… and his orange gators shirt. i only remembered this cuz a customer came in with a gators shirt on. :/

this guy walks in with who i think is his wife. i look at him he has a beard, and this patterned shirt that looked like what hippies would wear. i thought in my head mmm. he could pass for a hippie! after like 15 minutes after i’ve served him i look outside the window cuz i was watching tv and the tv is like near the front window. i see a car i’ve never seen in real life. it was orange, and a volks wagon. like those ones in that’s 70’s show! i’m thinking in my head o.m.g. he IS a hippie! so since this was my first time seeing this car i went ahead and took a picture of it x) it’s not everyday you see a car like this!